I am currently banned.
Crater directed me to not wear a particular enemy uniform.
I tried to explain the rationale in a respectful manner, that I was using the uniform because it helped me stay alive long enough to play the game however, before I had finished, Crater was dismissive of my attempts to calmly do this and threatened a permanent ban, which I took offence to, as it is completely unnecessary.
I did however remove the uniform and comply with Craters direction.
I continued playing.
Crater then reached out to me again, to tell me to play the fsg gunner role or get out of it.
The situation I was in prevented me from using the mortar, given that i had already had one not so awesome interaction with already so to avoid any further issues, I got out of the role.
I continued playing some more and became really upset, because im just so over people being assholes to me and NAK is a great server and the admins have standards they have to keep as well!, threatening people with perm bans over minor things i dont think is really in the spriit of what I think people are trying to achieve as far as having the admin standards.
i then had a massive ptsd panic attack, started crying, got off the server, tried to calm down, then calmed down and got back on.
I was concerned that crater was going to permanently ban me because he has threatened it so many times.
I told crater about my anxiety attack etc and said I just want to make sure I am not wearing something that would get me banned - because the situation is so confusing now.
Crater assisted me with some of my queries but then became disinterested and left me to my own devices, still unsure what it is that I can and cannot wear.
I suspect that Crater didnt appreciate something i did because I logged on today to find myself banned.
Either way i dont think anyone was having their finest hour in this scenario.
i have a recording of my entire time on the server yesterday evening however its 4mb and i dont know how to send it to you guys.
have a great day and merry xmas